Sometimes I wonder if all this will ever resolve itself.  I know I shouldn't gripe...there are parents whose babies are in the hospital for months, whose babies have to have major surgeries or face significant handicaps...and we've only been at this a few weeks.  Still, Clare never leaves our minds for an instant, even while we sleep.  And our anxiety never quite leaves us, either.  Bringing Clare home, and creating a normal life with the three of us, seems so far out of reach.